April 2011
1 post
i don’t think i’ve honestly missed anyone so much, as much as i miss you. All i’ve done is thought about you, and told myself everything will be okay, but it just won’t. how am i suppose to be with you when your away for such a long time? and your family hates me not to mention. I have no one to talk to about you, or tell how your such an amazing person. this fucking sucks,...
November 2010
2 posts
Nauseous.
So, let’s start out blunt. Have you had sex in the past month? yes.
In the past 48 hours have you been under the influence? no.
The last person to hurt you apologizes, do you accept? yes.
Do you tend to hold grudges? sometimes, yeah.
What do you hear right now? movie in the background.
What is bothering you right now? i feel very Nauseous.
What was your first thought when you woke up today?...
i did this survey in the past, and now im...
Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.not anything serious.
Been dumped.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class. lolz,...
June 2010
1 post
JVMD;
where are you when i need you? it’s getting to that point when i can’t breathe again; and im stuck in a world i can’t get out of. i need you more then anything right now, and your not here. I can’t even cry right now, tears fill my eyes but nothing rolls down my cheeks. I feel so lost, and insecure with myself because …of you. you made me like this, and i can’t...
April 2010
1 post
i love how famous you make me :D
February 2010
9 posts
finally;
YOU DID IT!
congratulations!
silence;
im done withh all of you,
therefore im not talking to any of you at all ever again.
so- in result FUCKK OFF.
thank you;
for doing exactly what i asked you not to do,
C:DQ,
The reason im not in school, doesn’t concern you.
Instead of asking about me,
once again i will say.
ASK ME, INSTEAD of other people.
Stop making it such a big deal,
im sure you can find a way to contact me, so instead of talking about me, and making it a point to ask about me, just come to me.
it’s not that hard to ask a fucking question.
Cheyanne.
What are you talking about me saying things im not sure of?
im pretty positive i know what drama i have right now,
and something i don’t have and won’t have is drama with you.
I wasn’t saying shit about you, and i don’t have a problem with you.
But, what is it any of your business to say anything about what happened with me?
Me going away for a while, and coming back...
I don't understand when people
crmurdock:
go away and say they’ve had no drama where they are but when they get back there’s drama all the time. You can’t blame other people, it’s partly yourself for that one.
i didn’t say it wasn’t partly myself,
what i said was, that i think it’s pathetic that people can’t speak up and say what they have to say to me, rather then to my friends.
And yes, it is...
“Happiness_ often sneaks in through a door you didn’t know you’ve...”
–
unknown;
Simply do me a favor;
And stop talking about me, if you would like to say something..
just say it to me (: it’d be greatly appreciated.
Thank youu (:
Now that im backk;
So, im not fully back to Eldred but im getting there,
i had ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA since i’ve been gone.
And now that im back, it all start’s again,
Well- let’s get something straight,
Instead of you talking about me, why don’t you just come up to me and simply say- Did you hang out with him?
I will be completely honest with everyone, yes i hung out with him.
Stop making...
January 2010
5 posts
word;
fuck you matthew burns.
your a worthless scumbag, like please leave this town.
it’s a known fact that everyone hates you except for your girlfriend,
which i don’t even know why the fuck she’s dating you.
if you died tomorrow, i can honestly say i’d shrug my shoulders and walk away.
FUCK YOU.
the lovely bones;
was so fucking goooodd; =D
SO was Avatar, and GI joe the rise of the cobra.
=D
..the final destination sucked assholeee,
i actually feel as if i can breathe now;
this weekend, i haven’t felt sad at all.
which this, is a surprise.
it bothers me;
it really bother’s me that everyone blames this town on their problems.
it’s not the town, it’s you. you’ve caused all the problems in your lives. realize it, and accept it. There is really no need to say that drama follows you, when your actually the one who’s causing more stress and drama in your lives by talking about eachother and everything else that you do. Im...
I JUST REMEMBERD I WANTED TO POST THIS
steeknapp:
OH HEYA ROB SEA MONSTER CREATURE SERPENT,
I HATE YOU, YES. BUT I STAY OUT OF YOUR LIFE, YOUR PATHETIC SORRY EXCUSE FOR A LIFE. I DON’T CARE ABOUT YOU, OR WHAT YOUR DOING. SO PLEASE, PLEASE STOP TELLING PEOPLE I CARE SO FREAKIN MUCH, AND TELLING THEM I’M SOME KIND OF CRAZY EX. GIRLFRIEND. CAUSE YOU’RE ONLY MAKING ME HATE YOU MOREEEEE SWEEEEETIE. I CAN HONESTLY PROMISE YOU, I DON’T...
December 2009
2 posts
please;
someone just talk to me,
i can’t stand feeling this way anymore,
i want to be gone, and with my mom.
i hate this fucking bullshit, i can’t take much more, im about to blow=[
apains:
i haaate being sick!
at least it’s nice and snowing outsidee, sucks for going anywhere though.
ima probably end up online/on xbox all dayy, halie care to join laterr(:?
i got an xbox today (: what is your gamertag?
November 2009
8 posts
Ouija boardd;
soo, this weekend; im going to attempt to contact my mom (:
sickk;
soo im not allowed to go to school for a good 3 days; =\
i just got home from the hospital, and they told me im not allowed to go near anyone or be near anybody who has a fever, or any type of illness..
this fucking sucks, my throat is so fucking swollen and my ears hurt=[
i had to get a shot in my BUTT=[
ughh&^$%#$%@^ FUCK MY LIFE.
uhh;
i am so fucking sick, it’s bad.
fever; sorethroat; coughing up blood; barely able to move, sweet=\
someone make me feel better? =[
surveyyy; (:
Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out. i’ve never actually passed out, weird.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.not anything serious.
Been dumped.
Snorted...
SAT prep;
this is the most boriinnggg class ever; it’s so fucking pointless.
soo, today has been a good day, im still kinda sick though ):
i dyed my hair lastnight; and i think it looks really good! (:
im boredd; someone text me? (:
i have a feeling, this “good day” is about to turn bad.
i can’t stand my exboyfriend anymore, i told him to stop fucking talking to me sooo long...
Tonight.
douglasprophetic:
caiittlinnmarryyx3:
douglasprophetic:
It’s 3:28 in the morning. Or it is when I start this. My hands are shaking. It’s cold in my house. But it’s mostly because I know now what I have to do to get this brother thing over with.
I go down wednesday to the city. I see his body before they cremate him. Then I get my urn necklace, my copy of the autopsy, and a grim pat on the...
Tonight.
douglasprophetic:
It’s 3:28 in the morning. Or it is when I start this. My hands are shaking. It’s cold in my house. But it’s mostly because I know now what I have to do to get this brother thing over with.
I go down wednesday to the city. I see his body before they cremate him. Then I get my urn necklace, my copy of the autopsy, and a grim pat on the shoulder (i fucking hate people who pat me)...
October 2009
12 posts
todayy;
will be a good day (:
fuck my father;
im sitting here crying my eyes out, and he comes downstairs and says get over it.
like really? and then he starts screaming at me for something my dirtbag sister did. veryy cool. shoot me now.
bullshit _restinpeace; 6/25/09;
every since my mom has died, all the truth comes out. WHAT THE FUCK is this bullshit? i find all this horrible things she did to herself and all the horrible things that have happened in the past year of her fucking life, and yet my scumbag uncle wont give us all my mom’s things back, what fucking right does anyone have to hide what happened in my mom’s life from us? it’s...
i need;
someone to talk to ): everything is seriously going wrong, not only in my life but in other peoples too. i can’t stand stupid girls anymore, i can’t stand my dick of a father, i just want my mom to come home ): but that wont happen, ugh. i think i might just curl up and watch a movie. THIS FUCKING SUCKS. like seriously, i fucking hate it here ): leave something for me to actually look...
fanfuckingtastic;
I am so fucking close to hitting you in the face, it’s rediculous. _you have madd shit coming for you; is there a point into starting shit with me and getting me so fucking pissed, that im about to smash your fucking face in? like really, you have no fucking life. you and your new bestfriend are pathetic, and wastes of life. i hate you. you don’t have a reason to breathe. i am...
“Sometime’s i tend to make myself bleed, just to remember the feeling of...”
–
unknownn;
worthless;
Ever since my mom has died; everything just seems to be getting worse. I’m so close to saying fuck it, and leaving; but then i don’t want to. Your pathetic if you really think i’d talk shit about you behind your back, when honestly, i’d rather just tell you what i think of you, maybe that will be my goal tomorrow, and as for youuu; i hope you choke. i really do, it’s...
ughh, i wish;
i wish i had a fucking laptop! so i could sit upstairs and be onn, but nopee, i have a shitty desktop that i have to sit down here in this freezing ass cold room! FUCK.
“If there is no struggle in life, there is no moving forward;”
–
unknownn;
haliiee is the shiittt; (:
I am now a tumbler, due to haliee(:
My day was pretty fantastic, but i hate the fact how quick people change.
it’s really pathetic if you ask me, i can’t stand thinking that people ditch their true friends to go with straight up skanks_ like how many times do you have to get fucked over by them to realize they aren’t a good friend, i simply just give up on you.
other then...
